dots..

2007-03-30T19:18:00.000-07:00

lala. i'm back ((: tada~~~

okie, i've changed my phone number and so, get it from me.

tats all for now. got to do my stuff. update when i got my time and laptop! haah

it's over.

2006-12-03T16:26:00.000-08:00

prom nite is over. (very long ler.)
but only now then i've time to blog. lols.
pathetic rite! =(
well, i can say to have a mixed feelingg for that nite.
i'm sad to leave my battalions.
happy to see my pantie being titled 'prom queen'
((:
glad for those who had turned up.
lols.
aiyoyo. dont know wat to say about that nite.
so long, i know what i'm feeling can ler. LOLS.

well, being working at snk~
tiredd actually.
haha.
but sometime they were really fun.
but sometime i really feel like i've got to act in there.
and sometime i feel so .. sad there.
cos, i hate to be accused. and i did what i should ler.
is just that they always didnt happen to hear/see.
=(( sad larr. dont wan say ler. lols.
cos this is the reason why i wanna quit.
but, let me just consider.
bye guys.
i'm lazy to even TYPE. ((:

TAKE CARE.
LOVE BATTALIONS.
rmb to turn up for bbq ((: chalet too.

2006-11-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

i love it ((:
GOT to THANKS my jie. hahaa.
meisheng and jasmine. ( everything u all had done to help me in my prom nite)

although i must agree i'm quite angry over something. but i'm okie! haha
although a lot say strange
but i love it more.

i must say, i've lose contact with many frens.
i'm sorry.
i'm like.. SO busy?!
sorrry..
catch up after i've settled everything.

GUYS AND GIRLS OF WEST SRPING SECONDARY SCHOOL.
PLEASE REMEMBER, TML IS OUR PROM NITTE ((:
SLEEP EARLY TODAY AND ENJOY TOMORROW.
BRING ALL UR THINGS INCLUDING UR TICKET!
NITE THEN.
(:

2006-11-23T18:37:00.000-08:00

i'm busy busy busy..
haha!

stupid larr. everyone is like.. ALL DONE! /ALMOST DONE! ((:
but!! me?ME??MEEE?? haha. NOT YET LORRR. only dress.
wth.

i enjoyed myself. really.
but.. yesterday?
i felt sort of.. depressed.
i did! and u guys didnt hear.
okie.. all thanks to zen that i'm able to HAHA again.
((:
knew u wont see my blog! but, THANKS to ur stupid action.
part time secruity. HAHA

sian. anyone to help me pls?
i'm stucked.
for everything.
i missed .
i hated .
i'm happy~
i'm sad .

simple words means lots.
AIYO! i'm tired. byebyee. lazy to blog =P

RN, i missed YOU. hell LOTS.
HT, U KUKU GIRL haha. I MISSED u TOO!!

2006-11-17T15:20:00.000-08:00

everything is OVER.
haha.need to work laterr. FAST RITE!
sian? now nothing to do. =((
haven got my dress yet.
will i get wat i want?
hopefully mann.
and it's like.. AH OMG. i'm spending $ ,soooo hell lots . lols..
stomach pain pain again.
wth. LOL
but good la after O then pain.lols..

i've no confident in fnn paper.(which i wanted a good grade)
so hell lorr.
geog also.
what if i dont score......
oh mymyy..

2006-11-06T22:31:00.000-08:00

social studies down, MT down

maths paper one down. NOW, i've got to worry and panic for my english,maths paper two and FNN.

history too? i guess so.. WTHH. hahaa..OH NO. thinking back,
CHEM! PHY! WTH?! my god.. these two can kill me.okie larr.

soo much for my worries.

sad~find myself becoming more and more ________ (DON KNOW WAT WORD TO USE)

haha. byebyee! off to studdyy..

2006-11-04T07:10:00.000-08:00

time changes us.
i dont understand why.
i'm just right infront and *ch0co pretended. :(
i tot we were okie.
but ch0co's attitude is back again.
i think i should not be even bothered about this.

WELL. ONE LAST DAY to O lv.
MATHSS PAPERR. oh my my..
OIL WATER!
and my! hais. social studies how?!
selfish owner. LOLS.

4B s, if anyone of you are looking at my post NOW!
pls take note.
inform jian yong if u are staying overnight at the chalet. ((: thanks.
on the.. 18th of nov.

2006-11-03T02:32:00.000-08:00

just finish eating my sweeeet corn (:
i realised, i cant eat sweet corn that often.
if not will stomach pain :( SAD RITEE. gosh~
AND,HOW's MY DRAWING! (that pigg:))

haha~ i love my pig. but it's dirty ler . sigh.
hopefully i'll score for maths.
i really really wish to pass. to get better grade.
dont allow me to fail pls.

CH too. pls !

2006-11-02T18:10:00.000-08:00

TIME CHANGED TO 2 O CLOCK FOR SS LESSON! take note!

nothing to do. as in, lazy to do anything . LOL
me : "on9 very sian de leh"
jy : "then u on9 for wat"
LOL!! yaa lor. on9 for WHAT!
sian. should not on9 lerr!
concentrateee ON UR studiess :(

okie okiee.
short short entry =)

2006-11-02T07:24:00.000-08:00

toking to lilok. lols~~
he's just sooooo cute. as in, nice fren ((:

tml going for social studies lesson.
lolss.
gambate on alllllll my papers. (:

I MUST TAKE CARE OF IT.
SAD!

2006-11-02T07:23:00.000-08:00

toking to lilok. lols~~
he's just sooooo cute. as in, nice fren ((:

tml going for social studies lesson.
lolss.
gambate on alllllll my papers. (:

I MUST TAKE CARE OF IT.
SAD!

2006-10-31T05:38:00.000-08:00

MY COMPUTERRR. the icon arent nice. dont have winniee the pooh=(( (my icon suppperr big rite!, for small eye ppl like me XD)

I'M BACCK~
i mean, with my bao bei computerrr((:
she is backkk! to me :)
last time haven update her with my crazy cre8tion then BI BA BOOM lerr.
so got to wait after O level then can doll this computer up lerr.

well, mummy have got loads of stories!
haha~ so into her stories !
indeed, it seem fun! but then, hardd.
we really got to appriciate our lifestyle now okiee.
we should feel blessed. HAHA

i came to know that, my mummy was really crazy in her age of..(sec one to sec four?) lols.

down with flu, slight fever.
TML MUST MUST RECOVERR please.
i dont wanna lose concentration on maths lesson..
and, i've got to know everything before O LV! god god. save me!
haha~ okie i know. it wont help.
at least,this make me feel better?
heee~

got to go? byebyee. nite.
cos just have my med. got to rest.

2006-10-30T00:05:00.000-08:00

just back home from sch.
O lv, MT paper.
one down.
more to go.

dyyinnngg .lols
I WANNA THANK SIMON GONG. ((: THE MOST SUPPORTING ONE.
hahaa.

okie? nth lerr~ just to blog this. HAHAHA ((: byebyee
everyonee, work hard.

2006-10-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

sad.. i missed my com.
all those picturess :(

haha~ guilty?
didnt study yet . shit. and, the day after tml is chinese paper?!!
gosshh. =((
tireedd? -- very.
wonder where those smoke come from. lolss~
shall stop here? xDbyeebye

I BOUGHT IT(:
TRYYING IT OUT.hopefully it works

2006-10-27T08:05:00.000-07:00

terrible.
it's getting so terrible.
i wonder if people were scared by me. LOL
just find it damn horrible.

JUST bathe hao.~ haha
tired.
too bad i didnt get to see SHE =(
next year okie? pls come at a moreeee suitable timing. hahaa.. (:
gottaaa complete my graph.. byee((:

THANKS wr~
and ms, for ur handphone. (:

2006-10-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

demoralized = confident taken away

yes, i'm demoralized.
i wanted to do well.
but loads and dozen of things is stopping me from doing so.
the very very very obvious ones are , the environment that i'm in.
freaks. u all dont understand me.
U THINK U UDS? let me tell u, u dont. NOT A BITTT.
idiots like me can only cry!
wthhh..

i'm not going to rob a bank rite?!
i'm not killing people rite?!
i'm not BOMBINGGGG singapore rite?!
i didnt do anything that i'm not suppose to.
i didnt go against the law.
I DIDNT OKIE.
i just don understand why.
u are stubborn. i am too.
WtHhh.
but, u won. i lose.
it's unfair larr.
please. i know what is best for me.
i know the environment i want.
it's not that i didnt study when i go out.
it's not this case!
i made a point to even go out when i'm just so lazy..
i made this point to study.
but yet, once and again, u spoiled my confient, my mood, my every hope.
i really dont understand..
i tot u should be by my side..
i really tot u were the only person who could understand a lil bit of my feeling..
but i was wrong.
soo wrongg.
u dont at all..
u are just as bad as anyone everyone out there.
i really hope to have some warmth from u / u all.
but.. all i got was scolding, harsh words, cannings, stupid restrictions.
THESE IS NOT WAT I WANT.
cant u all just understand mee..
i like reasons.
i WANT reason.
be more understand can u?!
i wont harm myself by playing outside when i got a good environment there.
and, no harm trying.. if i really play i bet i wont go again.
or, i'll ask u all to stop me from going..
at least i wont be that stubborn..
at leastt....
i'm just so speechless.. u guys dont uds me.
no one does in fact.
i dont too..
no determination.
no confindent.
dont have the mood.
no heart to study for it.
i wanna give up.
but know wat?!
i tot of u all, and i dropped these tots..
i've been pushing myself to like maths to do well for maths
but in the end, i'm still a failure.
u all didnt/ NEVER encourage me at all..
not even a word of praise.
=`(
know how hurting it was?
i went up to B class and u all tot i was lying.
u all dont believe.. till the report book was out..
and after that, u all still ask me to do better and better.
i didnt hear good words from u all at all..
i need encouragment.
i'm a human too.
i NEED UR encouragment..
but all along, i failed to get them..

see, i've loads of tots.. but ? no use.
i dont like to share..
they wont care too.
tell nicely, we will also end up in a fight.
wats the point.
i find no point in living mann..
but i will work hardd.
i give my best.
it's up to u all to judge me.
u wanna think that i'm not serious in work, go ahead.
u wanna think that i only play and play w/o studying, go ahead.
i cant stop u .
i can only pray for miracle.
thats all.........

2006-10-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

I REALISEDDDD, I AM A GIRL FILLED WITH STUPIIDD STUPIIDDD 'LALAASS'
JEALOUSY killss

2006-10-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.!!!!

hate that 2hr trip okie?!
hate ppl to spam spam spaammm!!
freakss. -lols-

WEELLL~~ zhong dian is, i'm NOT happy!
haha.

tml pratical. good luck to everyone ^^
jia youu..

BYEBYEE

2006-10-22T22:01:00.000-07:00

in my hand phone nicer. LOLSS XD okie lar. ren ugly means everything also ugly de.

well, my mood is like.. SOOO DOWN when i heard that.
okie i pretened.
so what?! my heart still hurted okie..!
i understand that it had worsen.
i have no idea why.
if i know, i would have cure it!
duhhh.
sad larr. two ppl leh. one is when i reached another is when i'm off..
sian -.- de lor.

SHE ARHH.. why all 27th..!!! /e1
and i dont even know i have the time and $ NOT LORRR. kuku date planner. LOL

the arrogant family/peoplessss there..
WATCH OUT! hahaa..
i dont like it lar.
so wat mann.
yea, so wat?!
stop starring at us.
just look at urself.
i dislike being said okie.
dislike being look upon as.. alien.
YES! u all gave us that look.
please lor. we are HUMAN. just the same as u guys.
nose, eyes, ears,face, mouth.
except, u all ,prettier.? so wat mann.
please lar. and! respect please.
so wat if we are wearing green?
!!! it means greatgrandfather live long okie!
idiots.
hate u guys.
watch ur words.
so wat if u are wealthy.
does not make much different as WE ARE All HUMAN.
hate humiliation.
andd.. i'm proud to be wearing green ones okie.
cos, we ARE unique! kukus.
=(( but sad lar.
cos we really mean nothing there.
wonder why we went..
zzz.
respect? maybe..

well. hate humans, LOL! i'm human too, so i hate myself.
=X
nah i love myself just too much to be counted/expressed. HAHA
off. bye

2006-10-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

words of encouragement, i thank you.
((:

11.08pm now.
tml got maths lesson! hahaaa.
but, i haven done my work -.- tml can?! sorrry.
i cant get Ds. must be above Ds!!
hahaa..if not i'll get dbs from nikelin-di. LOL.

okie just wanna thanks those who are encouraging me.
THANKS.
off now ((:

2006-10-17T23:33:00.000-07:00

回想起那时的心情，真得很不爽！
说出来，有人明白才爽吗!
haha..可能，是我太敏感了吧。

O level coming soon!
went to school today for phy and maths lesson.
find it so much easier to do with the help on knowing the question.
((: thanks miss liew.

sian. see arh, after O then graduation nite ler leh.. kaos.
where got time to save $＝（（.. to buy dress.
guess i had to forgo my tot. LOL!.
well~ got to go ler. tata =þ

2006-10-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

今天加油向昨天挥挥手,

dying cant solve everything haha.
went to watch SILK today.
okie i AM scare! haha.. dont know why.
i tot i'm not afraid de? kuku mee.. haha
but somepart is just SOOO funny (ending bah)
sad too...
motherly love.
lols. 'mu ai' not hatred! haaaa toot toot him. xD

THANKS SURAJ for helping me with my testi yea..

well, sigh till i'm dead mann. lols
tired can? can the haze just shhhooo off.
can i not be too kuku and stress myself. this arent helping
u're only making matter worse.

okieokiee. byeebye.

thanks jasmine, jx,ann long, guan ming, bobby for letting me have a chance to watch silk with you all. LOL

2006-10-16T16:45:00.000-07:00

my eyes brightened at the moment i saw feli's letter. LOL
THANKS FELI STUUUPID JIE. haha
now the time is 7.43 am.
tiredd..
dont know why i want to wake up sooooooo early. hahaa..
I HAVEN HAD MY DINNER YST. goshh.
haha okiee gtg and bathe soon then go down to have breakfast.
maths test today.
hopefully i dont give my stupid attitude again. LOL.
pek chek. ~

2006-10-16T02:52:00.000-07:00

*let out an audible sigh*

well, the haze.. *zz*
everyone takecare yea. ((:
tired.. morning, when to school for maths lesson.
of cos, the tcher is friendly.
tomorrow we gonna have a maths test. wish me good luck.
hahaa. i wanna SCORE! --> sounded determined okie! haha.
but then.. will i be able to?
*sigh*

i detected a tinge of disappointment .
cant i help? will _ be okie.
hope everyone can dont give up upon seeing unexpected results/ unwanted results okie?
cos i'm one too.
i didnt do well.
i wanna give up.. but since i've come sooo far.
i shall just continue.
perhaps, i will do well . who knows yea?
think positive! --> mr barton ((:

oh yea.. mr barton seem sad today?
or rather not as HIGHH..
is he alright?
got to thank him for all these..
6 mins of English everyday- i promised.

maths->at least do some okie?
phy->do do do!
chem->gambate =(
geog->PLEASE read up.
CH->read read and rmbbb!
chinese->get an A please.

not very happy though.
as in.. humans are always not contented.
if they have something by chance, they want more.
becos, they tot thats what they should have. arent i correct?
why cant we just stop, pause, and think..
"maybe.. i should not be greedy".
i know it's hard.
cos we cant sense it..
we dont even know when are we being selfish.

devastated.
how?
many things occurring.
he is right.
one last chance.
thats the only chance i have.
but theres just too many stupid things happening.
nope, i cant say that they're stupid things..
they're things which bothers me.
thats my fate. arent it suppose to be?
i must overcome them. move on.
everyone out there, dont feel hopeless. buck up.

2006-10-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

lousy photographer here. =(
HAHA! okie. lazy. bye!

they all bully wo lor! ask me stand infront =(( haha. BADD.

2006-10-12T04:01:00.000-07:00

lala. i only can get this picture. selfish meisheng (yuan wang ni /gg)

okie larr.. is the computer larr. haha..
meisheng say i lousy photographer.=((
must learn liao then TAKETAKETAKE.
she will sure fall in love with me xDD LOL

update PHOTO next time lar! lazy can?! hahaa..

ahhh. ONE QUESTION! i look like chi na meh! /e1

hahaa.

2006-10-11T05:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY TO ME((:
ah leong. haha
mixed feelings lar huhh.
sad cos blah blah.
happy cos my darlings qin qo go sushi..
hahaaa.!
retards.
strawberries smiles (:
HAHAAA.. xie xie ni men worr.
i've enjoyed myself. NOT LIESSS.. haha
thanks jy too, for ur movie tickets on 19th =þ
thanks , to those guys who wanna celebrate for me. (ro frens? , on9 frens )
also thanks to those guys in our class who wanna celebrate for jas and me (:
thank Q all..
appriciated. hahaa
THANKS TO THOSE WHO WISHED MY 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'.
getting all these greetings really cheered me loads...
haaha. wj knows xD hahaa!
i was laughing and smiling away when reading all the messages. haha.
thanks alvin, thanks for the call and message.
ALL IN ALL~ thanks everyone..
MR PRAKASH TOO!! ^^
erm. don quite appricate those who ...
lalaa.
STUFF-VA-TION. hahaaa 'stufffff'

Thanks :
once again~
- jasmine and mei sheng! my monstar and monstor.(not according =þ)
- feli jie. big SHIT huh! hahahaa..
- yuanshu,jingyi,ruoning,suraj!!!((:,Alvin!,peng ru.
- yong zhen,lilok,finalchamp=P,janeteo,jeffery,xiaomai,auntie karen(: ,catz,ming er,teo!,chang lin,boon yong,kurt
- Mr Prakasha :)
- to those who send me testi, wishing me happy birthday de ((: THANKS LOADD.
done! i didnt miss out any((: if i do, TELL ME! i re write. hahahaa
you guys rocksssss lar! hahaaa..
on9 frens seem to be much more---> ((:
lalaaa.. offf.

2006-10-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

FUCKFUCK..
angry CAN?!
idiotss.
fuck fuck fuck!
stupid.
idiot.
toot toot!
gong gong.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate u!
HATE UUU
UUUUUU! yes UUUUUUUUUU
fuck.

2006-10-09T17:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURAJ((:

one DAY older then me. LOL
using jie's com as again~
my computer, NO HOPE LERR.
cos daddy dont wanna help me yet.
i only want the maths paper, chem paper and ss paper inside my com to be out!
the rest, after O then impt.. but now =((
daddy say i'm gonna lose them all.
duhh.

as sian as eveer.
haha,i'm so bad can?
always fallen alsleep when talking half way/doing something.
yeaa, toooo tried la! hahaa
JASMINEE i WAN the k-box picccccss. haha
TOMORROWWW BIG BIG DAY. xD hahaa
to me only larrrrrrr.

i know i cant pray for anything to happen now, but i just wish that i'll be happyy. (:
actually dont wanna celebrate cos saving money is hard.! dont wanna spent it all away again.
but, we'll continue ^^
i've always got upcoming event.. cant even save -.-
sad one.

lalalaa.
off offffffffffffff

2006-10-07T00:11:00.000-07:00

suffering like hell yesterday!
hahaa.. SOOOO painful lorr.
that stupid stomach of mine.
well, went school today for english lesson.
almost forgotten. hahaa..
went town after that. (: bought ms something. haha
although it's soooo.. cheap. but, sorry yea.. next time got $ then buy one more ^^
after intensive, we can stay at home ler.. self study.
but then i wanna go back for maths lesson and English lesson.
got to buck up ((:
chem, phy. dont know how. sigh.
actually i'm quite emotional. but then just kept it larr.
what ever tcher said, do, i tend to feel uneasy,unhappy at times.. but,
blame it on myself.
for being so.. 2 pit. haha

off offf ^^ listen to song.
LEARN! and~ byee (:

2006-10-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

MY STUPID COMPUTER!
IT HAD ALREADY BEEN DOWN FOR TWO DAYSS..
using jie's com to blog since my bro is not using xDD
tired.
at first, i felt rather hopelesss... but then, i guess i shall try my very best for it.
but thinking back of wat mr chong said "4/5 years of education in secondary sch for ur E-Maths! yet u cant do well and kept failing?!" well, he said this to everyone but i know i'm included.
cos i kept failing. i jus cant do well.
maybe, i've not tried hard enough?
i told them about my prob..
they said i should not do maths everyday?
(well, cos i've been doing)
so ironical.
wat to do.
who to believe.
how am i going to do well.
WHAT?! i dont know..
all i know is to keep on saying "i dont know" and let things passss.
this should not be the way!
wake up now and start thinking..
wats with the heart of being sad.! pointless.

felt rather meaningless to celebrate my birthday.
hahaa.. cos dont really have that mood at all..
but then jasmine and meisheng said that we would not change and will continue with the plan (:
thanks ggirls.But, sorry to waste moneey.hahaa..
everyyear, my bd would surely be a boring one.
worse of all is that! my family members wont celebrate for me..
this year, FOR SURE. they wont too..
sad case larr.
everyone have got their parents supporting them for everything they do/happened,
seeing theseee, it hurted.

i'm offf. done with my craps.
i'm contented.

2006-10-03T05:58:00.000-07:00

lalalaaa... soooo tired.
dont treat it as a letter from miles.LOL!!
treat it as a ***~

well, sooo excited just noww.
back home, so tired..
haven study ! omgg. tml got maths lesson. i'm off to do my maths.
anyway, i DONT DONT DONT LIKE the intensive prog. BAD!
-BOOO-
haiss.
no help at all..
hopefully maths do help.
it's not no help bah.. maybe i'm just too tired.
thats all i could conclude.

like that clock that mummy bought!
sOOO nicee.
haha
it's a black colour clock..
transparent dee. (everything) including the battery de place.
hahaa..
then the wordings on that transparent background.
so nice la!!haha.
then still got light when press on it..
CUTE! (:
still got alarm somemore.. with SONGS! hahaha.. but those songs can make u slp =XX

okie i'm offf to do maths! BYE

2006-10-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

meisheng!! ET. hahaa ((:

just saw the word "bodoh" in ro (someone's conversation)
i recalled what that sir said. LOL.
he really can joke.
hahaa.. today English lesson is the best ever .

well, sooo tired..
hate noisee. but i'm noisy too.

erm.. some misunderstanding?
maybe~
i dont knoww.
i just dont like the way it should be.
be it.
hate it.

my 'cold-ness' is back

gonna be sooo dead if i dont start now. BYEE! off to bathe.

2006-10-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

went out yesterday..
sian..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN SHU ((:

okie update with pics tml.

2006-09-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

chaotic.
terrible.
horrible!

yea, the P,M,S,H,C.
zzz..

tired..
everyday is just sooo boring.
how i wish Oo lv can FASTERR pass..
by then, i haven really prepare. gosh damn it can?!
hais.
BYEEBYE.
nth special . it's just another BORInG day~

2006-09-26T04:12:00.000-07:00

i'm bad. but it's dead
finally can have some peace.
i guess so.
IF THERE IS MORE. i'll KILL THEM ALL!

sian. i'm so sian.
terribly sian
29 points.
gosh lorrr.
can go jump ler.

aiks. off to do maths. bye

2006-09-24T16:29:00.000-07:00

NICEEE? okie lor. normal. HAHA
the human inside are handsome, not nice xDD

it's 7.24 in the morning.
it's raining! =((
got to have wet socks and shoes again.
aiya, simply dont like it nor.
why cant they just rain when we reached sch! hahaa
like that, we will have "better" concentration ma.

well, i'm hungry. can i have something to eat?! hahaa.
guess i have to get smth laterr.
buttttttt the rain!!
zzz.

2006-09-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

family photo. goong

humans edition XD

bears again!
http://candle-.blogspot.com
go and check out the picturess ((:
i've still got A LOT HEREE to share. HAHA
lalaa. today, finally over.
but,THERES still O level ahead..
hais.
wonder how i'm gonna die.
hais. tml gonna exchange paper with my fren. haha
i must do well.!

stop, continue.play.

i've got to work hard.if not i'm not going anywhere with my results.
i bet it's gonna be terrible.
i tot u did? then? why?
i don know.
reflect.((:

2006-09-19T19:30:00.000-07:00

bored. soooo early.
hahaa..
today paper = no comments.
HAHAHA!..all i know is that, i might not do well..
cos i no time larr!
zzz.
always not enough time. =((
but, yst while doing all the Questions of the chpts by chpts de, i've saw two Qs appearing inside. ((:
HAHA
i guess i've to find smth to do to cure my siansation. xDD
OFF.

2006-09-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

sooooo tired can?!
eyes closing soon. but~
i wanna blog first. haha
done some Questions on phy.
for those Questions i used to not know, i knew them ler..
but.. I HAVEN TOUCH on the chpts behind..
sigh.
oh yeaa, today maths paper two.. (zzz)
stupid me lar.
anyway, getting excited about prom nite. but this is not the time,HAHA
should not give today xDD later after O no surpise ler..haha
but, still, looking forward.
wonder wat am i getting.

hearts yoon eun hye and kim jeong hoon!
of cos, not forgetting fahrenheit;SHE((:
ya lun,jiro,wu zun,calvin.

good nite everyone.
good luck for the upcoming Olv. to whom it may concern, xD

2006-09-18T01:44:00.000-07:00

click here to look at the videos.
go there and
take a look at the videos. so far only had got two.
one is S.H.E (hebe) and Fahrenheit de MV.
another one is goong de NGS xDD
WATCH GOONG!

2006-09-16T22:19:00.000-07:00

so good rite?! still got free drinks while waiting. haha

i've tried. i'm just too short. HAHAHA

dots. hahaha!!
okie i'm off.
got to buy food for daddy ler.

2006-09-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

my creation ; my mood:

went out just now with jasmine (:
although i'm happy just now, but very sad when i reached home.

lets tok about today?! haha
we went to "study". while Q-ing.
haha
gonna buck up on my chem later on.
after using computer. haha

alright, i guess it's time to off com.
but i've got no time to upload the pic here.
do it tml yea?! ((:
check it out! xDD
check out my ugly face tml.haha

2006-09-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

i'm always the little peiwen, always the lazy peiwen, always the "everything ask u to do, dont wan do" de peiwen to u ALL RITE?!
please lor. FROM YOUNG U DIDNT GIVE US A LOT OF FREEDOM AT ALL LOR.
THIS CANNOT, THAT CANNOT.
EVERYTHING CANT.
I STUDY ALSO CANT?
PULL ME OUT FROM SCHOOL THEN.
IT'S A GOOD CHOICE.
U ALL CAN SAVE $ TOO.
I CAN DON NEED SO STRESS TOO.
WHENEVER I WANTED TO STUDY,
U ALL WILL TEND TO THINK THAT I'M LYING.
PLS LA.
I'M 16 LER. OKIE. 15+.
I UDS LER OKIE.
PLS LOR! I REALLY CANT TAHAN.
WHATS THIS.
GOING OUT TO STUDY,
NEED TO PLEASE U ALL TILL SO CHAM.
MY PHONE DE RINGTONE SO SOFT, PUT IN BAG HOW TO HEAR.
THAT STUPID PHONE, PUT ON TABLE I SURE LOST MA.
KNS LAR.
THINK LEH. THINK FOR ME.
EVERYTIME I WANNA STUDY,
U ALL DEMOTIVATE ME.
ISNT IT SO?!
I REALLY CANT STAND THESE STRESS COMING TO ME.
I GO OUT, U ALL SUSPECT.
WTH.
BEING SO PROTECTIVE AND YET U HURTED ME SO MUCH.
I KNOW U ALL CARE. BUT NOT IN THIS WAY LOR.
HURTING.
LAST TIME, NO CHALET(NOW.. A BIT)
THEN LAST TIME SLP ALSO GOT TIMING. EAT ALSO GOT TIMING.
NOW LEH, COMPUTER ALSO GOT TIMING.
DOING SCHOOL WORK ALSO THINK I PLAYING.
WTH.
FNN LEH! SCH WORK LEH!
O LEVEL LEH! WTH!!!! LAR!
INTERNET CONNECTION ALSO PUT TIMING.
GO OUT ALSO CANNOT.
SHOP A WHILE, SAY I SHOP VERY LONG.
TO BE FRANK, VERY EARLY LE LOR.
CANT U ALL JUST UDS.
CANT U ALL!!
GO OUT ONCE IN A WHILE, U ALL SURE SAY ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS.
WHERE GOT! I ALWAYS SAY I WANNA GO OUT. BUT IN THE END I KNOW U ALL DONT LIKE I HAI BU SHI STAY AT HOME.
I DIDNT GO OUT PPL SAY I PS/LYING
I GO OUT U ALL NOT HAPPY.
WTH LAR.
LIFE IS SO SUCKY.
AT SCH, PPL DEMOTIVATE ME.
AT HOME U ALL!
THIS WROLD IS KILLING ME MANN.
WTH U ALL WANTS.
I JUST DON UDS.
TAKE IT AS, I'M STUPID THEN.
I ALWAYS HAD GOT A HABIT TO ASK U ALL B4 DOING ANYTHING..
WANNA BUY THINGS WITH MY $ I WILL ALSO ASK..
U ALL SURE SAY "NO!"
THEN I SURE WONT BUY LER.
WITH MY OWN $ LEHH.. ALSO CANT.
SIMPLY THIS MEANING,.."EVERYTHING CANT".
DO U ALL KNOW HOW HURTING IT IS.?
DIDNT DO SMTH U ALL SCOLD LIKE SIAO.
SCOLD SCOLD.
I VERY STRESS LEH..
HOW WILL U ALL KNOW HOW I AM FEELING.
BOTTLING UP ALL THESE IS COS TELLING OTHERS ABOUT MY PARENTS FOR WAT!
IT CANT EVEN CHANGE ANYTHING..
HOW I WISH U CAN DONT WORK,
IT MIGHT BE BETTER..
SUCKY..
U JUST DON UDS ME.
I TOT WHEN I GROW OLDER LE, U ALL WONT CARE TOO MUCH.
BUT I AM WRONG HUH?
SO STRICT..
SEEING OTHER'S PARENTS HURTED ME..

sorry for all these. but i need someplace to say out.. i cant share it with my family members, cos 2 are involve, and 2 wont really care.
say to frens, not all uds wats going on..
so, it's best to express here. ((:bye

2006-09-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

fuckers. dont even understand me. FUCK la.
KNS. SUCKERS.
angry lor!
ANGRY LARRR FUCK.

2006-09-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

haha. just fixed my connection.
dont know what happened.
no idea on those wires.
lols. i've just replaced them.. but must change back b4 daddy come home.
HAHA.. heng i've got two here. xDD
well, i'm being selfish.
cos i just connect my com . didnt help them =x

goong, ep 14 ler. today can only watch this! wan ler then study ler.
history tml..
chem.? DEADd.. cos i'm sooooo lan in chem can!
hais. wanted a A for geog. guess i cant get it..
cos i didnt manage to finish up. i OVERLOOKEEDDD that Question!! gosh damn .
my only hope . -.-
gotta buck up on maths. chem , PHYYY!! all these arhhh. can really cause my ~~LIFE~~

okie okie. i'm off to watch. TATTAA.

2006-09-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

yoon eun hye ((:

SHE IS JUST SO DAMNN SWEET ((:

aikss.
head so damn pain noww!! gosh it.
nownow now,, is my fahrenheit~~ and HEBEE

jiro and hebe.
ALL OF THEM DONT DARE TO TOUCH DAO HEBE. -HAHA-
but hebe damn naughty xD
find out more at youtube bah xDD

kelvin and hebe

yalun and hebe

SWEET RITE?!

tml prelim..
AND I'm STILL HEREEE /omg
byebyebyeee.

2006-09-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

=þ
didi taught jing and me de xD.HAHA

going 11 lerr~! must type faster. arhboh waste my effort again..
there is one thing i am SOOO angry about.
YES! that. xD hahaa..
cant larr. so bad lor.. as in, u didnt give birth to her wat.
u cannot say her!! /e5

don know lar.
aiyayaa. dont know wat to blog about ler.

BYEEBYEE..

HEARTS FAHRENHEIT/SHE

2006-09-06T17:38:00.000-07:00

shit. so many things to do =X
haha..
I MUST REALLY BUCKUP LARR.
dont tok then didnt do lerr!!

well, goong, ai sha 17,tokyo juliet,bleach,naruto. HAVEN watch lehhh. lols..all these is watch half way half way de.. saaddd!

fei lun hai de album coming out !!
$$$ =((

lala.byebye

terrible school.

2006-09-06T00:16:00.000-07:00

EVERYDAY got lesssoonss =((
tired..

haha.. taken using jie's phone..
IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE NICE! but it ended up SOOOO dark till i have to edit it myself =((
another edited one.

another one.. just like the outside lar xD

DONE ((:

gong gong, here is the pic.. sorry arh that day com de net cut off. =X

BYEBYE.

2006-09-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

alright now.
cookies. smiles. haha ((:

((:

2006-09-04T04:49:00.000-07:00

SOOO damn tired these few days can?
hahaa. on friday, went to downtown east.
cos feli jie's celebration.
this is my FIRST time helping out with the BBQs. xD
as in... the setting up. haha. but i didnt do much.
actually felt so HELPLESSS.
but it's okie. xD cos got another 'dawn' to replace me.=P jelly too.

we were BBQ-ing and stuff till nite..
feli jie helped us too. ((:
actually she should not. hahaa..
ke lian de her lar. birthday celebration still need to bbq for others.
we were suppose to go home at 10+ so that we were able to catch our train home..
however, we dragged on and on..
haha
till veryyyy late mann..
but it's okie. cos i REALLY miss feli and von..
STUPID VON JIE. u suck. so late then come. LOL.
u goona miss me! xD
but, thanks for ur piggy back. LOVE it. but scare scare. ((:
*btw she VERRRYYY bian tai de.. anyhow touch me*
HAHAHHA.
and.. to my precious feli jie..
felt like hugging you for a very very very long time when i saw ur tears..
TAKE CARE! really dont bear to part that day.. lols..
after parting, jane and me took cab home. heart pain pain mann. lols.

the next day, i went out. the day after; too.
TIRED OKIE!
but it's okie..
however, these two days were terrible. the first day(sat) was actually pleasant. but... not for sunday.
totally suck can?! cant imaging...
well, just like it past.
SUCKYY singaporean. mann.. totally suck lar.
although i'm sg-rean too, but i REALLY HATE THEM CAN!
freaks.
GREEDY.
suckky.
EVERYTHING!

but.. of cos, we cant forget those who are really good, pleasant, with positive attitude ((:

today?
nothing much. pure pure pure.
pure basic.
i'm the lousy one.
but i should be appriciative and move on. do well! gambathe.
we're all humans. i believe i can overcome it! ((:

2006-08-31T19:32:00.000-07:00

all alone at home.
so early, but alllllll went out ler.
10.32 nia leh xD

going out later (:

FELI's jie BBQ.

oh, just rmb i've got to go down and eat.
byebye

2006-08-31T01:16:00.000-07:00

i'm so crazy today! haha ((:
really LOVE pooh loads can!
anyway, HAPPY TEACHER's day to all the teachers..
thanks for the effort to teach us.
HUGS LAVANDERR too.

thanks ms for telling me about pooh's file. might go and check out later -heh-

2006-08-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

read a lot of post. FUNNY CANNN!
well, i must agree that u deserve it.
however, not my prob.
i've nth to do with it either..
but i just wanna say, if u really think u arent that kind of person,
U ARE SOOOOO WRONG can?
look into to mirror.
find ur reflection and know more about urself.!

i wanna get better..
-later-

2006-08-30T01:35:00.000-07:00

so sad to see bird fighting. =((
it hurts..
my heart.
imaging bah.. seeing ur pet fighting and yet you cant do anything.
helpless right?
FURTHERRRMORE, i'm afraid of them..
sad lar..
seeing one of them being so xin ku, it really hurts.
not being able to stand hao hao, still want to fight.
not being able to defence himself, still want to act strong.
STUPIDDD larr =((
sad de leh.
feather also going no more ler.
wth mann.
PAPA FASTTEERRR COME HOME LARRR.
mummy dont dare to touch, i also, jiejie also, didi also. wth mann.

today english paper.
not gonna do well bah..
harddd.
okieee. off to bathe and then fnn!

2006-08-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

sad. should not on9 actually.
disappointment.

firstly, i made him sad.
seriously, i dont know this would happen.
REALLY! frankly. i tot he would be okie with it.
however, thinking back, i'm just too childish and BADD.
i mean it. =((
gosh. it's like... SO BADD LOR.
think lor, if i were to be in his position.. i'll sure "WAH KAO.FINEE!" de lor..
haiss. HOW? how to clear this up.
call back? but..tok to him in msn he also like dont want tok ler. GOSH DAMN ME.

well, secondly..
maths. MISS LEONG,wat are u gonna do for your maths?
u arent doing good enough.
you wont be able to survive if this continues.
UNDERSTAND?
sad? cry? so wat. no one gives a damn to it.
be strong if not u're out.
being looked down is all that you want? i bet no righttt...

thirdly, ANYTHING EVERYTHING larr! fan la.

*is jian yong replying ms? if nott...i'm going off to bed ler.*

Maths
Chem
Phy
Eng
Ss/Hs
Mt
Fnn and geog

2006-08-26T18:28:00.000-07:00

didi ALWAYS wake me up at the wrong timing. HAHA

okie. i've got to do my homework!!((:
GUYSSS rmb to do ur quiz 13 and 14.
study for your fnn (class test for 4B and 4C)
read up your QA notes. (chem pratical exam)
complete ALL your English homework.
SE.

-byeeeebye-

2006-08-26T12:17:00.000-07:00

Just came home from English class.
tired + WARRMM.
well, gonna go out later. =X
but something bad is that, i have not done my homework and yet i'm going OUT.
gosh rite?

work hard PLEASE LEONGPEIWEN.
-later-

2006-08-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

so fed up can!!
stupid com. once i'm ABOUT to press publissh post, this com tend to appear a window, having me to off my page!
idiottt.
NOT gonna blog . NO MORE! till this com STOP these.
BYE

2006-08-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

blogging blogging blogging blogging.
i've nothing to do right now! haha
bored.
dont feel like doing my hws.
LAZY CAN!
tired infact.
hais.
newspaper for me EVERYDAY?
can i really score well?
okie btw distinction!! i bu xiao xin type wrongly larr! hahaa.
byebyee.off to slp ler.

*ohmygod. WE hurted her huh?! shit.
primary 6((:*

2006-08-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

ENGLISH ORAL = OVER.

haha. the feeling of being the last is not nice!
anyway, i dont think i will do well in my conversation. /sigh
=((
wat over is over.
LOOK FORWARD NOW! haha
chinese, i'm retaking it.i guess so.
hais. prelims ..!!

off to do my fnn.
BYEE

2006-08-12T20:09:00.000-07:00

i wonder how i'm going to die.
oral is just one day away.
less then 24hr infact.
i'm still not well.
HOW!

"if you really want to do well in your eng, oral can make a different"
so i MUST not waste this chance.
i am sooooo suay mann.
chinese O oral; i also coughing, sore throat.
now eng O oral; also.

i dont know how to do the maths questions!
hais. fan leh.
this, that, those .. ALL SO LAN. how i pass my O level.
freak.

i really hope that i wont be doing things to make him angry again.
if not i'll be hurting his health as well as wasting his money.
however thinking back, it's really funnny! (i wish to see it happen)
HAHA

2006-08-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

jie cooked jap curry today ((:
HEARTS. it was sooooo nice!

i promised to blog today.
went to marina with jas and sheng.
the fire works were really NICE !
hahaaa...
actually i ENJOYED myself.
just tat i didnt express it out due to my stupid teeth.
dont really know what had happened.
it's painful. =((

well, i've got one thing to say!!
really got so fed up over them mann!
fancy meeting such a person.
tsk tsk. *SHAKE HEAD MILLIONS OF TIMES*
REALLY REALLY hate them sia!
okie,it's like we went into a shop call kopitiam (VERYVERY SMALL NIA)
then we stand around to wait for seats such that we can sit down and order food.
however, the place is really narrow and small so "ren ji ren" lor.
nvm about ji here and there lar. tok about the PEOPLE!
they suck mann.
woahhh. tsktsk..
i was standing infront of a table consisting of 3 adults. ADULTS arh...
two female and one male.
i bu xiao xin bump into one of the 'girl' there therefore i say "sorry".
am i correct to apologise? not wrong rite!
fucker lor. she still diao wo. diao diao diao.
nvm. diao still okie lar..cos sure wont happy de ma..
but i look at her again and say sorry AGAIN LORR.
but she just diao again.
fucking LL face. wat a girl. u arent fit to be called lady.
(not i xiao qi arh. theres still more to go.. listen!)
then sua lor. diao diao liao i also cant do anything.
HOWEVER, when i turn over to say sorry to that 'girl' i think i bu xiao xin block dao another 'girl' (together with her de).
suay rite?! ya suay.
i know i make dao her ler then of cos i want to say sorry ma.but who knows that kao bei 'boy' raised his voice saying "EXCUSE ME". fuckers. u think i no eye see arh.
please lor. it's SOOOOOO small there and three of them cant expect ppl to keep away from them rite?!
if their skin is so bao bei then go high class place eat la. go there for wat.
FFFFFF~!
after his excuse me, i ji tao go out and wait ler. sucky attitude.
okie. when we finally had got seats, i go in and sit down together with ms and jas.
i was suppose to look after their bags and they are suppose to buy food.. so, be it.
however, just some geograhpical structure de infor.. (those three ppl are sitting infront of our table)
i looked infront cos i've nowhere else to look at.
suddenly, i found ALL of them turning to my position and gosipping.
pls lor. gossip also so lousy.
-.- want to gossip, pls go FARR FARRR.
it's so obvious that u all are reffering to me. yea yea.
after gossiping about me, they all turn to jas and sheng (Q-ing for food) and started to gossip again.
arent it obvious they are toking about us?
fooker.
arent they.
aiks. nvm.. if u are there, u might get as angry as i am!
OFF.

2006-08-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

monstEr is feeling terrible!

well, should not be on9 now.
but i cant stand it.
all i can do is slp slp slp and slp
i've no energy to even stand up for too long..
bathe also bathe dao can die mann.
totally no energy.
cant eat also. therefore, stomach pain =((
so many illness together. it kills.
cant sit too long also..
once i stand or sit too long, i'll feel giddy and have to go to bed again.
i HATE this!
want to vomit also cant vomit. SUCCK!
at first my temp was 37.8 then i went to rest.
after resting i wake up i found out tat my temp was 38.6 then i ate panadol and slp again.
wake up, i found that my temp lower to 38.0
i'm soooo glad to see my temp going down.so, i went back to slp again..
HOWEVER, the next day when i wake up, i found that my temp was 39.9!
it's like. WTH.
the pain.. i really cant stand it..
after a while, my temp became 40.2. straight away my sister help me over to the clinic to see a doctor.
when my temp was 39.9, i already could not walk, therefore my sister have to stand my weight and help me over.
poor her.
but tthanks to her(: i've recover a bit.
now the prob is that i feel giddy after a while when standing or sitting beside slping.
haishh. like so useless sia.
well, the people in the clinic are all kind and helpful (:
thumbs up to them.
they helped me a lot..
hahaa.. okie. i cant stand the giddy-ness anymore. feel like vomiting too.
BYE

2006-08-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

another post.

just bath hao.
going to do my hwss.
tired.

如果。。。。
i feel like saying leh.
but, whats the point of saying now?
another him. =.= haish.
if. if. if.

my toe hurts.

oh yea, today yen lao shi let us watch a really nice and touching movie.
at first we were all like "EEEK don wan lar!"
then after watching, i find it really really nice.
it touches me..
cried! hahaa. CANT BELIEVE IT. xD
that boy boy is so cute..
haha!
must watch it if u all have the chance!
"鲁冰花"
must watch! haha xD
but i don knwo if u all will find it boring not larr.

okie off to do my hws.
btw, i simply hate it.
i hope u will realise.
i know i'm bad.. but, PLS LAR. irritating.

2006-08-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

actually, dont really feel like blogging.
however, after something happened, i find that i must really blog for today.
well, here it goes.
but firstly, i'm SUPER sure i will offend someone; a lot indeed.
but who cares?
i cant stand it anymore. NO LONGERR ((:
i lost my coolness.

red words should be able to vend out my anger?
and, it clear enough ((:

*SORRY. if u are here for this post, it's gone.*
nice things should only be said once --> teo -LOL-

*OKIE.ONCE AGAIN! I WANNA STRESS THAT I AM NOT NOT NOT BEING BIAS AND SAYING ANYTHING THAT IS NOT TRUE. ALL THESE DID HAPPEN. THINK TWICE BEFORE SAYING ME* i really dont wish to continue. meaningless ler. i've got work to do. i know my limit. i shall stop. FREAKS. FCUK. this WHOLEEEE ISSUE that happened.

2006-08-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

UPDATED LINK.
shirley's.

let me re-blog.
too sian. HAHA ((:

I MISSED (:
-FELICIA*
-E-VON*
-RUONING(though we are in da same sch) xD
-JANE (SD)
ALL DA 'SD' PPLS.
-primary sch frens. (PLS TAG AND LEAVE UR LINKSS(: )

CATCH UP SOON! * PLS FORGIVE ME xD

today is the submission of our coursework part B.
i didnt get it done nicely the nite before.
i tot i would be dead meat.
i really tot so..
but luckly, lao tian ye is just too kind (:
i managed to get my stuff painted.
however, it really kills. -.-
ran up and down , here and there.
soon i might kena man chang yen xD
REALLY REALLY REALLY got to thanks MISS ANG.
she is still as kind as ever. -haha-
she helped me and jane a lot.
nice tcher!(:
erm got to thanks shi jie too. haha. becos of her thumbdrive, i'm saved!
thanks; mr prakash and mr siva becos i sort of, skipped some part of my lessons?
sorryy. thanks a lot teachers. ((:
i'll work hard. and not let myself down.
GOOD BYE.
it's a relief that my cousework is handed in one time.

2006-08-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

人类，都很自私！
我很很很不明白。

好吧，我也应该为他们着想。。。
可是我是真的很不服气。
为什么我要牺牲自己呢？
你们都不管我LOR.
虽然我知道我们要尊敬长辈，
可是我是真的不服啦。
-随便吧-
我知道你们是不会为我们着想的。
有时，我真的很希望我不在世上。。。。

什么和什么 ma~

freaking computer!
PISSED ME OFF FOR WHAT.

sian~ bored.
pissed. (WU YUAN WU GU DE)~
bad huh?
hais.
what izzit that is borthering me!!
i dont even know i am feeling to fed up.. -.-
LAME-O.

results results and results.
this is all you want.
where is the love and concern?
i cant see them.
show it out please.
sad de lor.

2006-08-01T06:13:00.000-07:00

done my homework (:
ehh expect, history. (study)
hais.
haven eat.

general formula: CnH2n+2
methane
enthane
propane
butane
pentane
hexane

general formula: CnH2n
enthene
propene
butene

general formula: CnH2n+1OH
methanol
enthanol
propanol
butanol

general formula: CnH2n-1OOH
methanoic acid
enthanoic acid
propanoic acid
butanoic acid
pentanoic acid
hexanoic acid

am i correct? correct me if i'm wrong.((:
good luck for tml's test! (4B)

2006-07-31T07:19:00.000-07:00

today; bad day!
stay in sch till 5.40 like that cos we were doing our coursework.
well, only 4 of us from sec four turn up.LOLS.

talking about what had happened today, really can pissed me off.
what kind of sec ones do we have now?
so **** up. -.-
steal things dont admit is very normal.
but u all give such a super lousy and lame reason.
f la -.-
"my money fly/roll into the classroom."
HEY! i mean it lor. please think think think hard.
no brain also can use pi gu think de lor.. please .
u are sec ones leh.
sec 4C at fifth floor lor.
duh?!
so ur coins can fly huh?
i'm surprised.
and, putting up an innocent face wont help.
really, they dont help.
i cant believe there is such a person in our sch.
FANCY BEING IN OUR SCH AS SEC ONES. =.=
alright, i'll stop giving comments.
if not i might be hated for anything lame.
BBYE

2006-07-29T04:55:00.000-07:00

just hang up my photos. (:
bought da thingy at ikea. like it very much.
pics = memoriess.
haha.

sad.
why do i have to hide everything?
becos i don wan them to know?
becos i don like?
hais. everytime when i feel like crying,
i would tend to ren. ren and ren.
the outcome? = more sad.
then today i really cannot tahan ler.
my everyday life.
you know how hard it is to survive here?
i guess u all wont understand.
it's really terrible.
i know i have to listen to them.
but?! unreasonable reasons , i wont accept them.
i tend to tok back to fight for my own rights.
i know it's bad to do this to them.
but i really had got no choice.
i am still not able to adapt to this kind of life.
i'm really not used to it.
say i've changed ; say i've become naughty ; u name it.
but i really have got no one to tok to about this issue.
becos my sadness stays for a while.
when i reach sch, i wont be unhappy over my family issue and therefore, i didnt get to share that feeling with jas or ms.
how i wish i can say everything out.
i find it rather hard for me to speak up once that thing happened.
i know they will be there for me.. but, i just cant bring myself to say out everything as the 'feel' is not there at all.
and i find no reason to be angry after what happened.
thats me.
being so fine after a 'sad case'
but.. they were always in my heart, my mind.
they are my family members.
of cos they remain the deepest in my heart and mind.
including the hurting parts.
therefore, when all these gathered, i began to breakdown. mentally.
i can cry i can do anything but i dont think they help.
i can say out i can hug my bear but they cant cure too.
only if they could understand me, understand my position, understand what i'm thinking, how i'm feeling, accept my feelings and doings(correct doings) , i'm sure i'll be a very happy and fortunate children on Earth.

i wish they could.
i hope they would.

2006-07-29T01:01:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging.
computer = down. till now.
tired. cos we had f n n o level pratical today.
cook cook cook xD
haha. okie la.
i promise i will go and learn yeaa?
xD
sian. going 4, net going no moree~
don really know what to blog about.
just miss this blog.
and seeing it so dead i'm SAD! haha
TAG PLS!
anyone. everyone. haha!
BYEEE!

THANKS BOON YONG.

2006-07-29T00:58:00.000-07:00

2006-07-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

sian. cut my hair till like tt. =((

after O, perming! (hopefully i get what i wan) (:
permed two time, but not wat i wanted. -zz-*
haha.i must NOT cut my hair. MUST NOT.
MUST NOT! if not no hair to perm. LOL!! xD
aiya.. actually can dont perm. cos can make it myself.
-donknow-

anyway, just came home.
jasmine and me were so crazy just now!!!
LOLLL.
jasmine: 你来。
我：不要啦。你去
WE KEPT REPEATING IT CAN~!!!! lolsSS!!
cant believe we are that lame.
if i were some passerby,
i would have tot we are retards.
LOLSS
okie. final decision, i go -.- LOL.
going to bathe then go ler. tata ~~

2006-07-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

bored.
went plaza just now.
so full xD
haha
ehh. they're blind.

haha!
well, tired.
i should work hard. REALLY. i've no time ler.
swt.
FELI JIE! u promised me.
pls come out xD
HAHA
I LOVE VONNN FELII HAHA

2006-07-14T18:46:00.000-07:00

Please. there is so many people around.
you wont be in the list.
you know it. dont you?
then why cant you just forget about it?
dont waste your time.
you are already secondary four this year.
do you know you have got O level?
go on. waste your time on those stupid things if u really want to.
i bet you wan a good future rite?
and to find someone who is good to you rite?
so, start working hard.
action speak louder then words.
yea?!

there is really no point thinking about those things now.
since he had already forgotten, so be it.
let it be yea.
everytime you went there, it will only increase your unhappiness right?
so, just stop going there.
since you have already send it out, wait for a reply and then, STOP everything.
yea?
jealousy huh.
it kills.

2006-07-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

just came home from busstop.
yes!busstop.
wanted to go to sch ler. but ms called to tell me that the sch gate is not open.
NOT open ! -.-
DUH!
hai wo so happy can do hw.
cos at home i sure wont do de -.- hais.
bored.
MS! go make ur mac thingy i also wan.
then tml go mac study!
rmb ur hairband, ->ms
jasmine i will bring for u.
wear da neckleck!! haha xD
okie la.
byebye

2006-07-13T04:50:00.000-07:00

伤心。
天天害她伤心。
我很坏对吧
我真的很希望你能天天开心的。
希望你不要太伤心。
我们要彼此的多多认识，好吗？ (：

2006-07-09T15:57:00.000-07:00

it's morning. xD
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE.
going to sch at 7.45am today so i'm here to blog! (:

went out yst.
instead of studying ? =.=
haha.
we spend so must time and $ on neoprints. take a look~

does that cartoon look like me. /omg

BEING FORCED! HAHA

-THE END-

2006-07-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

not feeling well.

i should not xD
but. duh~
my fault. HAHA
later

2006-07-02T04:57:00.000-07:00

fcuked up life.
fcuked up family.
everything SU**!

i'm damn angry now.
heart pain.
pain dao i can die on the spot.
i'm really breaking down.
HOW.!
i cant take it anymore.
so many things happened.
SUCK mann.
why cant i do smth good.
why must all these happen to me.
WHY?
STUPID!!!
/e1
feeling so angry these few days
FUCKER.
WHY MADE ME ANGRY.
fcuk off.

i'm really sorry. i just cant stop myself from using these words.
even these words cant help.
they cant discribe how angry i am now, how sad i'm.

2006-07-01T21:14:00.000-07:00

daddy change my com to win xp ler.
harddisk 80?

hais. then she wans.
always like tt.
=.=
everything also want.

zz.

i wonder how is the study going on.
are we still going?
/hmm

thanks daddy.
bye.

2006-07-01T10:39:00.000-07:00

it's time to rest a while.
10.39 am now~
so damn sian.

chocloates
sweets
bing gan

COME TO ME xD

bye.

2006-06-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

[3o.o6.o6] post.
-gone-

2006-06-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

attractive?

just came home xD
haha. we were suppose to watch movie but~ NC16.
hais.that person dont allow us to buy tickets.
sian! we are already 16 =X (if u count da year ~)
well, nvm~
so, we went to eat. (GM,JANE,JY,AN,PW) xD
$12.50 for that stupid chicken xD haha
so damn full~

si ler. mummy screaming at me for dinner ler. =((
SO FULL! how to eat. xD
-forget it-
haha.

JELLY, i don know how to spell la!
but u know what i mean rite?
WE HATE THEM/ IT/ THAT!! haha
su**ers xD
-sorry-

today MT oral.
fine? guess so. HOPE so. haha
but chem` hais. HOW TO GO ABOUT THIS?
dead.
MATHS? try my best bah.

actually, i'm wondering.
did i ever hurt her/them?
i'm afraid.
i don't wanna lose them xD
they rocks! haha.
BUT ALWAYS BULLY ME. /pif
make me feel so sad when they scold me =((
(cos so real!!)
haha.
i wanna stay together . hearts.

jiro wang, yan ya lun, calvin and wu zun.

peiwen* i guess i'm jealous.

2006-06-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

did i say i love my com?!
haha. yesh i guess i didnt.
BUT I LOVE IT NOW xD
haha. thats me. love it only when i find it good =.=

simply love the colour, the background and EVERYTHING! haha
everything is so sweet inside here. xD
desktop; ALL purple. haha
then msn and many more, PINK xD
haha. SWEET SWEET~
press what also got pink and purple .haha
OKIE! i've no time to joke ler.
O LV ORAL TML.
gosh~~
today's oral, i find it hard. but why they dont?
nvm~ tml is my turn. haisss. =((

oh yea, i love my mummy ><
i love myself. xD

tata~
GOOD LUCK JASMINE/MEISHENG.

jiro wang, yan ya lun, calvin and wu zun.

2006-06-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

just came home from mac.
dead tired.
but at least i've done some maths. (:

hais. bu sad shi jia de lor. -.-
really very sad.
sad dao wo bu xiang sad ler.
really lor.
i keep saying i wanna work hard.
but then? hais.
it's still this stupid result.
so! i've to do smth and not just tok!!
haha. gambathe pw! xD

okie lar~ tatas.

westspringrian who is looking now,
TAKENOTE.
remember to:
- bring ur 'passport' (handbook)
- hand in reportbook (ME)
- cut ur fingernails if u all have not xD
- lastly, put on a smile~ and start working hard! wahahaa.

2006-06-23T04:54:00.000-07:00

just longing for something and not doing anything about it,
i'm sure it wont come true.
*hais.
the same goes to me.

feeling troubled these few days.
any angel?
((:

i'm off.

2006-06-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

cant play =( cos wed today. haha.
hais. how? i find that i'm useless too.
i cant even help daa bian.
he seems so sad.
he wont block me bah? ! omgoshh.
zz neh.

going out later! ^^
but now very shag sia. =.=
looking forward for later bah..
tatas

2006-06-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

just came home.
AND, i've got to handle so many things.
whats this mann.
seriously,
i cant take it okie.
well, anyway, i've settled it.

thanks to that dentist. (:
she is so nice can!
love it.
i need to buy that don know what thingy~ -.-
okie bah. go in ro now.
relax~

2006-06-16T23:37:00.000-07:00

ANGRY.!
idiot, stupid, baka, tmd, wt!, arrghh, sucky !!

anrgy anggry angry lorr.
terrible. horrible.
my goshh.
i was suppose to LV! arrgh.
stupid mvp.
off to hell mann. huamps.

oh yea, yesterday forget to blog.
sorry mei sheng.haha.
thanks for ur drink (sweet talk) ^^
i finally had got LIBRA! (:
i always drink de lor. but didnt get.
so, must thank you xD

xi wang pay faster faster lai.
hand itchy ler.
I NEED TO SHOP! xD
hais. actually, i'm still damn angry.
suan ler. -.-

my green fingers ; my tooti face.
i heart me (:

*faster come back. i need to kacau ppl xD

2006-06-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

sorry meisheng and jasmine. xD
should not have chao ni men to go home.
but i really need to. ><

suddenly feel like blogging. so, i' here.haha
it's a bit bored.
stomach is just so pain. /e1.
can anything cure this PAIN?! -.-

would it be a good surprise?
haha
well, when i think back, i'm envy of others.
so, please treasure your life.
don't regret too much.
once you realised, please fix that prob and move on~
(:

jiro wang, yan ya lun, calvin and wu zun.

2006-06-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

yea. infact it's tears.

chatting with xiao mai's mummy.
i was SO surprised when she came toking to me.
she said she was curious about me =.=
gosh. lols.
since you are sick, pls takecare.
your mummy said that she loves you.
haha (:

having a family filled with warmth and love is what i always wanted.
somehow it cant be true.

asus~ LOLS.
i had fun there.
thanks to all the frens (:
thanks boon yong too.
ying jie. -hee-
and~ ah pek! haha

i'm off to rest.

2006-06-07T19:24:00.000-07:00

M.I.A for days. xD becos i didnt blog. haha
well, got to go sch EVERYDAY.
it's really tiring.
but how? we cant do anything too.
this is to help us. (but..a bit OVER?)

hmm..kite kite xD
hais. still have LOADS and lots of hw to do.
maths can really kill me.waste so many papers. -.-
heng geo only one paper. wat about my f n n?
goshh.shit mann.

BYEBYE. go use ro xD

jiro wang, yan ya lun, calvin and wu zun.

2006-06-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

炎亞綸 ﹔汪東城 ﹔辰亦儒 ; 吳尊

mei sheng.
post like this bah. BIG BIG de. hahaaaa!!
put my name BIG BIG too okie. xD
mannmannmann.
ask them don come out larr. =X
jealousy really kills mann. haha
but then hor, we very zi si leh. hor hor hor? xD

thats all for today. takecare.

2006-06-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

unfair unfair unfair lar!
PEIWEN PLEASE WAKE UP.!
theres so many ppl around him LOR. lols.

well, just came home from causeway.
went to watch movie with jas,ms and johnston.
thanks girls. HAHA. you're great!
somehow, i feel like going to da beach tml. xD
shout shout shout for all i careeee!
i hate it when i press on da link to THAT PG.
it's like. "ARRRGH.wth."
wanna add something, see liao also don feel like adding ler.
zzz.
jealousy killssss.

2006-05-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

MS arh. i cant tag at your tag board!!
i wanted to say " NOT FAIR. their name BIGGER then mine okie! haha xD"
but, lac lac. takecare.

JAS~ i'll TRY TRY TRY to ask my jiejie to faster make for you okie? haha

tml.. maths paper. siao -.-
GOOD NITE.
don feel like blogging today.

yan ya lun (: jiro. calvin. wu zun

2006-05-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

他最近好象很烦：(
亞綸﹗开心一点啦。

MT o level paper -> DONE.!
tired. i've been watching tv from the time i came back all the way till now mann. tskktskk.
dead dead tired.
going school tml. zz.
i've got to do well for my chem and maths mann.
if i don't i guess i don't have to sit for my O level ler.
i'm just so damn lan ! @@.

lazy lazy lazy. don't know what to blog about.
i'm off!

炎亞綸 ﹔ 汪東城 ﹔辰亦儒 ; 吳尊

2006-05-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

正所谓“花无百日红，人无千日安”
很多很多人都活得建建康康的，
但是就有几位不幸的小孩。。。
感动。那个小男孩让我感到很感动以及很敬佩他的勇气。
不是每个人都能接受这样的打击的。
再怎么说，当时的他，毕竟还7到8岁呀！
同学的取笑，这让他很伤心。
可是，他的坚强的意志力让他学会了很多事。

真的不知如何说，但是我希望大家可以不要自暴自弃，
当你们遇上困难，不要放弃，不要灰心。
坚强的去面对问题，
一定会有解决方法的。
虽然我知道不是每个人都能有这种的心态去接受打击
可是要学会去应付呀。
加油吧！
我相信大家都做得到的。
正所谓“皇天不负有心人”

如果有人的心情是很低落的，不要灰心，不要只往坏的方面想。
振作起来吧。

finish blogging about what i wanna say. haha.
bored. don't know the plan for tml's tuition =.=
i've got to do my best for my MT O level which is coming.(TML IS THE LAST DAY!)
“皇天不负有心人” -----> 上天不会辜负有恒心得人！ (：
jia you bah. to everyone; anyone who is looking at my post, do your best and you won't regret (: no matter what, the outcome won't disappoint you more then when you don't put in your best effort.
i've got nothing more to say, to explain.
good night.